tired life :(

IM RATHER STUDY THAN WORK :(
haiz~i had worked for one weeks more...
but i dun feel not happy at all... :(
everyday reach home,i feel so sad...feel wanna cry too :(
i dun noe why but i feel tired work thr :(((
really!!!!
haiz~
sorry to my families :(
they are worrying so muchhhh... <3
i love them alot... <3
daddy,mummy,grandpa,grandmum & brother oso help me to think excuses so not to work thr anymore :)
they heart pain wen i was telling them i cannot sit all de day....from 9am till 9.30pm :(
haiz~i really noe how hard my parents earn money so that my life will be more colourful :(
thanks to my parents... <3
i love my families so much <3 <3 <3
justnow i received call from mummy...
she ask me dun work thr anymore...
she say so young den nik to stand thr for whole day,next time my leg sure will spoil...
wen i was thinking that you all are sad to see me like tis,i feel wan to cry :'(
mummy,i noe u love me muchhh...
but i real dun noe how to tell de manager i dun wan work anymore :'(
MUMMY~~~~i miss you lot :'(
my point to work is to earn money so tat i do not nik to take money from parents all de time :(
*sigh...
now...i just can talk to de computer how tired i am :'(((
im not willing to let my grandparents noe i really tired...
i dun wan they worry me all de time :((
although i ard 18 years old now but i always oni 6 years old in my parents's heart :)
sorry coz i let u all worry...:(
i will take care myself <3